I dont know how to express all the feeling I have..
No..
There's no fit word could be written, nor could be said.
Too complex..
Feeling want to keep on my faith, keep hoping good to come to me.
Feeling upset about the circumstances I have to face.
Feeling worried that I'll make bunch of disappointments on others.
Holding my own tears, always a big deal.
Only strong person can do it.
But..
Does the strongest even know how to cry ?
Yes. He/She does know.
The exact thing they know is.
No matter how hard the problem is, Never cry in front of others.
In front of friends or enemies.
Because they are slightly same.
Friends only need one step to became enemy, vice versa.
Holding my tears or being defeated . . . ?
Holding my tears, at least till I sleep on my own bed,
cover up with the blanket of sadness.
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